What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

About all my friends

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

Why is pornography still alive and not illegal? Why doesn’t the government do about tricking women into them?

and I’m such a picky eater

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

What does it mean when you dream that your mother died?

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

What does the Turkish word çıplak mean?

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

When did you realize that your childhood was not normal?

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

I want to be a boy

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

Which country has the best and strictest legal system in the world?

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

Why did my ex of 2 years move on so fast after he left me? Why does he act so cold towards me, and as if I don't exist?

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

My body my voice, especially my voice

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

How do I stop having work crushes because I only keep getting disappointed almost every day as I keep seeing they don’t like me back and won’t ever ask me out?

They’re both small dogs

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I hate myself so much

Is it accurate to say that while Donald Trump has "America First" policy, the Democratic Party has "Other nations first" policy?

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

Has a conversation with someone who holds opposing political views ever caused you to change your own beliefs?

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

Why do I feel like something bad is going to happen to me?

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I want to but I can’t

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

Why is Trump not on a violation of probation, offering a job for an endorsement is in violation of federal law? Kaamala knew better she is very sharp.

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

I think

Why are American university students fine with sharing a room?

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

What do you think of the 2 female 18 and 19 year-old German tourists, detained in Honolulu, strip-searched, put in green jumpsuits, placed in a holding cell and the next day deported, for the terrible crime of not pre-booking a hotel for their trip?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

What have you learned from your parents' mistakes?

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

Likes we’re not siblings

And she ate half of the popcorn

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

Just wanted to put it out there

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

Idk tbh

I can’t anymore I just hate it

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I hate it

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions